Dear Blog...

I am writing to you from Richard's fathers sofa, weary and probably slightly dead inside.

The Sims 3 - has failed. My laptop does not meet system requirements and I have to fork out £530 quid for a new one.
This one in fact - LINKYLINK
It is lovely.
But that doesnt help the fact that I have the SIMS THREE, the game Ive been waiting for for a FIFTH OF A DECADE, sitting on my bedside table, boxed again and unusable.

Crabsticks make Richs car smell like the sea. Yum.

Dawn - before you get it go here --> LINKAGE <-- and click "Check System Requirements".
I didnt
And now im screwed until I get a new laptop.
Sob :(

I could sit here and say things are all good with Rich, but everytime I do that it turns out hes cheating on me - yes, there is such thing as emotional cheating you stupid girl who thinks its okay, just because hes not shagging your brains out like he did with someone else, doesnt mean its not cheating.

But I love him and we've had a lovely few days.
Rebuilding.
Shouldnt HAVE to be done but hes worth everything.
He'll get it one day.
I hope.


Im currently watching Twenty20 with Mike, Richs father. Its interesting.
I learned something.
So my day wasnt completely wasted.


Last night was cool. We went out and saw josh and tess and cam and nick and ed and some other guy who didnt speak. Then we took josh and nick and ed and went to the seafront where we bumped into sammy, lewis and tom. It was nice. We went to the Marine, or "Mazzer" as lewis and josh were calling it, and played a game or few of pool. Mim turned up - not so cool. And then tom, nick and josh went into the toilets and seemingly morphed into gooding who came out grinning his head off and stretching. And then JOSIE appeared as well.

I was convincd all these people were just coming through portals in the bogs.
But no.
There was a back door.
meehee.

We went to the beach, Ross was there too. And Mike O.

Sall good.
We didnt stay long. Came back and did stuff.
Dirty stuff.
haha.

Sorry dawn. You KNOW what goes on anyway. :P

loveyou.

Mike just asked me if I wanted cereal and I said no.
And now I do.
Dammit.

Ill go get some.
No html.
Too much trouble when cereal is on the line.

END.



OH BTW DAWN - I can make you tiramisu anytime, you choose where u wanna go mostest!

OHHHHH

FUCK ME SIDEWAYS.

So much to do, so little time and even WORSE - SO little MONEY.

I NEED to plan Dawns Birthday. As the Sims 3 plan went down the crapper as well as my money, I need to do something else. Then theres Valerie's birthday TOO in July, which her own sons told me was the eleventh and it is, in fact, NOT the eleventh its the thirteenth.

So maybe my asking them what to get her for her birthday too was a fat mistake.
So i decided on Tea and a Tea set and hopefully some pictures of her demon children. And the cats and evil hound.

Sooooo. Brodie seems nice enough but Ive learned not to trust anyone in Sidmouth. Mistakes have been made and this time im learning.

Theres something in the water I reckon.
Or beer. Theres a lot of it here.

I have a job thingy today. Not really a formal thing, just a coffee shop. Im going to ask for good hours, five days out of seven and see what they say. If I can earn just 100 quid a week, I will be a happy little bunny. Then I need to set out looking for evening work in a restaurant or something for when I go to Bicton of course.

Might go to makro. I think Chris wants Scampi.
I dont blame him. I like a bit of mini lobster myself.

Oh my GOD it was good. *Thinking to self*
Never have I EVER...oh good lord. Im so selfish. I just wanted more. HA.
Bless the tired boy.

I watched Role Models with Rich last night which was bloody hilarious.
Seriously dawn.


I recommend.
Highly.

Damn. I need to get some acrylics and a huge canvas. Soon.
In need of a masterpiece.

Cannot be botheres to edit anything in this post.
Maybe a little...

Let me get my...

feet warm.

Have just found out why hes so...weird with relationships.
She fucked him up - thats the one the one hes been texting and stuff.

It makes me think.
Maybe there is more to his texting that I thought.
I dont think...Ill ever be able to hold a candle to her. Because...they just...theyre so close. He loved her and she screwed him up and he STILL loved her and i dunno. He still talks to her and now that connection they have is ruining US and I dont know.
I dont know.
I dont know.

ARGH.
I know he loves me.
But those texts were no joke.
I know it.

I dont fucking trust anyone any more and its Sidmouths fault.