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What have I done? I dont understand.
About Me
- SparklyDinerGirl
- Hello! My name is Aimée! I'm quite little, I have a few things that are important to me and I love them all: - My better half (Who shall just be known as C for the purposes of the blog) - My job - My family - My friends - My plans for the future I have random moments, never seem to have enough time, sometimes I appear to have TOO much time, I love to draw anything, I am completely illogical and often don't even make sense to myself! Welcome to my world :)
Monday 11 October 2010
Sunday 10 October 2010
Friday 8 October 2010
Grow the Fuck up.
I can't make everyone happy, and Dad said its important to know that you CANT, always make everyone happy.
But its been been nearly two months now. If it carries on like this I may just have a nervous breakdown, shave all my hair off and start singing "oops I did it again" in the middle of the swansgate wearing a burmese python as a scarf.
Stop being like this.
It was going to be like this eventually anyway and how would it be any different if I got to know them before now or in the future?
Its not even different now. Im still here, youre still there and Im still not moving. I STILL dont see you and you STILL dont see me. You dont tell me how youre feeling, and when you do you make me feel like shit about it.
Well here it fucking is. I am not, and never WILL be sorry for wanting to get to know my Dad. And though I didnt not expect to be welcomed into their family, I HAVE been and I love them like they've been there all along.
I have never said that they are better than you, it is just different. I have never said that I am "swapping" as you put it, I want to get to know them and I enjoy being a part of their family as much as I have enjoyed and will continue to enjoy STILL being a part of our little family.
It is not exactly a secret that me and you have had our ups and downs, and we have had arguments before but you know what? This time I didnt do anything wrong. You may have a problem with my Dad, and vice versa - but I refuse to think the same way you do, I NEVER got the chance to know him before and so far it's been more than awesome.
I dont know what to say to you. Its fucking hurting, I took a huge risk that I knew could possibly hurt our relationship and I hoped to the moon and back that it wouldnt. But Im afraid that it has and Im not even seeing it.
I dont know what to say. But if I lose you... Im sorry but it isn't my fault.
I love you.
And I will never say this to you.
Please get over yourself.
But its been been nearly two months now. If it carries on like this I may just have a nervous breakdown, shave all my hair off and start singing "oops I did it again" in the middle of the swansgate wearing a burmese python as a scarf.
Stop being like this.
It was going to be like this eventually anyway and how would it be any different if I got to know them before now or in the future?
Its not even different now. Im still here, youre still there and Im still not moving. I STILL dont see you and you STILL dont see me. You dont tell me how youre feeling, and when you do you make me feel like shit about it.
Well here it fucking is. I am not, and never WILL be sorry for wanting to get to know my Dad. And though I didnt not expect to be welcomed into their family, I HAVE been and I love them like they've been there all along.
I have never said that they are better than you, it is just different. I have never said that I am "swapping" as you put it, I want to get to know them and I enjoy being a part of their family as much as I have enjoyed and will continue to enjoy STILL being a part of our little family.
It is not exactly a secret that me and you have had our ups and downs, and we have had arguments before but you know what? This time I didnt do anything wrong. You may have a problem with my Dad, and vice versa - but I refuse to think the same way you do, I NEVER got the chance to know him before and so far it's been more than awesome.
I dont know what to say to you. Its fucking hurting, I took a huge risk that I knew could possibly hurt our relationship and I hoped to the moon and back that it wouldnt. But Im afraid that it has and Im not even seeing it.
I dont know what to say. But if I lose you... Im sorry but it isn't my fault.
I love you.
And I will never say this to you.
Please get over yourself.
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