HE WAS WATCHING PORN!!
LOL.
Had a good night :) Jade Abbie Tina and Uncle D came over :) sat in the garden chattin for ages, Jade picked my outfit for Friday night! :D LBD and Black platforms. NICE.
Rich has been texting me today :) I like talking to him...still talks about sex all the time though. I made it perfectly clear nothing is going to happen whilst hes still with his girlfriend and to be honest Im not entirely sure what to think.
I do love him. A lot. Im not sure im entirely over him. Or over him at all. I just blocked him out, all the feelings, the memories and I try so hard not to think about him. I dont want to get hurt again.
It will finish me if it all happens over again.
But Im a different person now. I can see him and not expect anything ever. Im not a pushover any more.
I want to see...and I dont want to see.
Oh goddd I want him so bad lol.
That is NOT a good thing.
Always wanting what I cant/shouldnt have...
*sigh*
What happened to the simple life?
no html CBA.
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