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Hello! My name is Aimée! I'm quite little, I have a few things that are important to me and I love them all: - My better half (Who shall just be known as C for the purposes of the blog) - My job - My family - My friends - My plans for the future I have random moments, never seem to have enough time, sometimes I appear to have TOO much time, I love to draw anything, I am completely illogical and often don't even make sense to myself! Welcome to my world :)

Tuesday 10 August 2010

And WHEN I went downstairs...

HE WAS WATCHING PORN!!

LOL.
Had a good night :) Jade Abbie Tina and Uncle D came over :) sat in the garden chattin for ages, Jade picked my outfit for Friday night! :D LBD and Black platforms. NICE.

Rich has been texting me today :) I like talking to him...still talks about sex all the time though. I made it perfectly clear nothing is going to happen whilst hes still with his girlfriend and to be honest Im not entirely sure what to think.
I do love him. A lot. Im not sure im entirely over him. Or over him at all. I just blocked him out, all the feelings, the memories and I try so hard not to think about him. I dont want to get hurt again.

It will finish me if it all happens over again.
But Im a different person now. I can see him and not expect anything ever. Im not a pushover any more.
I want to see...and I dont want to see.

Oh goddd I want him so bad lol.
That is NOT a good thing.
Always wanting what I cant/shouldnt have...

*sigh*
What happened to the simple life?
no html CBA.

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